Sunday, May 10, 2009

Who is this person?!?

I don't really have a lot of updates. Except that I've been going out entirely too much and haven't really been getting work done. Could be because of Boy, but I really can't blame him all that much since I was queen of procrastination before he arrived on the crime scene that is my life.

So I don't really know what to say. I don't know if I'm graduating until 3 days before commencement. That sucks, but at least they're reopening my case. I am writing a paper about the Zapatistas and land reform in Mexico. I have to write a paper for Gender Studies. And I have some (paid) blogging to do for replyforall. All in one day? Unlikely. But I'll try.

As for Boy, don't ask a lot of questions. It's short term, and it's great. I like that I can be myself and open up completely and its not weird or scary or anything. I find myself acting like a person who hasn't been treated like shit in past relationships. I mean, really, where are my issues? My defense mechanisms? My undeniable need to run far, far away? To hide my feelings, even from myself? It's strange. It's not going to last or anything, but at least I know the kind of guy I'm looking for, right?

As for everything else, life is pretty crappy (with this whole graduation thing and all), but I'm taking it in stride. What else can you do, right?

I've also been thinking a lot about what I'm supposed to be doing in life, and after talking to Adam a couple of weekends ago, I'm thinking of taking a sharp turn down a different life path... not really sure if it's worth all of the trouble, or worth writing about yet.

AND, do not get your palm read if you are an overanalyzer like me. So, for my quiz, what's my element? It came up on my palm apparently (yes, Tao Te Ching), but take a guess!

Sorry, I'm stressed for time and my post sucks. Better luck next time. Maybe when finals end.

1 comments:

Jess said...

I like that the tag is "life is scary."

You should call me about what you're doing with your life. And then we can both take a break from our writings. Seriously. I am so tired of writing about myself.

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